100% GENUINE

2010-06-22T21:39:00.002+08:00

Hello. long time no see,mr blog :)

im now in the library of KMNS seaching for informations on conventional medicine for my english assignments. tiba-tiba boleh pulak bukak blogspot, apa lagi en HAHAHA it has been a long long long time i didn't touch this blog. i've lost my interest to write even though i always have thousands of stories to tell. at times, i do prefer to remain silent. silence is golden, sorta right by the way.

2010-03-06T02:30:00.001+08:00

TODAY WAS A FAIRYTALE, HELL NO! I HAD THE WORST DAY AT MY WORK PLACE.

part of the list

2010-02-08T21:58:00.000+08:00

good times, good times! bgb <3

It's just true

2010-02-06T02:06:00.000+08:00

the only thing that made me happy when high school was over is I DONT EFFING MENGUMPAT PEOPLE AND BEING BITCHY HAHAHAHA this is very true.
a friend of mine told me "i thankful gila habis sekolah sebab i x jumpa tuut lagi and i x kutuk tuut lagi!" isn't this true,darlings?
we don't even mengumpat when we're out of school.
kalau dalam sekolah tu kan, ade je mulut ni nak bebel2.
hihihihi i miss high school but not the bitchy moments.

2010-02-06T01:53:00.000+08:00

PLEASE.

Now I'm 18

2010-01-28T00:10:00.000+08:00

I had the best birthday wishes on my 18th birthday. dozens of wishes from the friends; the new ones and the old ones and uhh,from some unexpected people :) i'm in love with those birthday wishes and i almost cry while reading the birthday wishes on my FACEBOOK's wall. sumpah i almost cried.

i got my first salary on my birthday. it's not that much, but it's worth it and i'm thankful for that :)

i met SYAWAL tadi dekat warta dengan WAN. i was like eeeeeeee, dah lamanya x jumpa korang since habis spm. i asked syawal "ingat x hari ni hari apa?" and he replied " x nak cakap" :P alhamdulillah, i got the chance to meet these wonderful people on my birthday :)

i called edan and he reminded me about zaman dulu kat sekolah :P amazing people.

ZETTY AND AMMAR texted me,too! i miss them and countless love from me to 'em threesome.

thank you dilea for the post on your blog. awesome bgb mate and i won't forget the bgb moments! bgb always be one of the best memory in my life <3

the wishes from my workmates also made my day more awesome. ajim sang happy birthday to me and i laughed. abang man texted me and his wish made me smile. okay, rasa nak nangis pulak sebab happy sangat hehe

i met shaniz and puan basinah on 26th january at my workplace. received hugs from her and puan basinah. hehe thanks for coming and the stuffs inside the paper bag.

5 karisma 2009 people: hajar, gummy, mel, bahi, wiyana, tiqa, azlyn, hani, jing and those currymates i mentioned earlier THANK YOU GUYS :)

thank you everyone for the wishes and awesome moments <3

2010-01-02T20:53:00.000+08:00

it's already new year and i'm no longer seventeen years old! i'm going to turn seventeen in 3 weeks plus :) no wishlists for this year 18th birthday because i know bila aku tulis something2 kat blog ni jarang dapat! so better keep my mouth shut.

2009-12-25T00:12:00.001+08:00

seriously, summer is a bitch. she shouldn't do that to tom. she gives false hope.

I HATE FALSE HOPES. I HATE EXPECTATIONS.

2009-12-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

so fat. so fat. i am sooo ridiculously fat right now! my face is membulat and square-shaped. yang lain tak perlu cakap! this is what i get from the 7 days away from home. i need to get back on track. seriously, i'm so shy to go out because i feel fat and my pants become tight. sedihnya :(
bye, nak kurus.

2009-12-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

my life has been so empty since spm's over. i wake up every morning without knowing what i'm going to do. too much tv and internet is boring. i download songs, facebook-ing, google-ing. alahai, bosannya. today's midnight's event: the sisterhood of the traveling pants 2.

2009-12-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

school is over. yay. not really a big yay just because i don't want to bee too excited with this post-spm stuffs.

i'll do job hunting tomorrow. i want to start working on january. find a job, earn my own money. i want that. i dont want to feel the boredom at home. so yeah, it's better to find a job.

chillex dulu. we have like 4 months to spend! don't be in a rush :P

2009-12-08T00:19:00.000+08:00

it's 12.19 am and i can't sleep. 3.30 petang bermain-main di fikiran saya :D haha everyone knows how excited it will be! imagine the screams and oh-so-relief dah habis spm.

this mess will end soon! ohmygoddddd.

2009-12-06T13:56:00.000+08:00

NE-YO LIVE IN MALAYSIA ON JANUARY 7TH, 2010! BRING ME THERE, PLEASEEEEEE. GIVE ME A FREE TICKET AS MY 18TH BIRTHDAY PRESENT :)

2009-12-02T19:06:00.000+08:00

so not ready for tomorrow.
scary enough i tell you.

i wish i got a brand new boy to mingle with. everyone is so busy with spm stuffs including me,too. seems like this is the ditching time. ditching for spm's sake. there's nothing wrong with this,right? hehe

2009-11-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

i'm not good at giving title to my blog posts.

2009-11-30T10:33:00.000+08:00

i am dibadiva
bajet diva je

i am diba gaga
sing it like "ga ga"

i am kak bibah
kampung much of me

i am puan sri diba when i marry tan sri yang kaya-raya

2009-11-30T10:27:00.000+08:00

i want to have new view on everything...

i change
i don't stick to one personality all the time
lagipun, high school is going to end soon
i'm going to explore the new world :)

2009-11-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

alahai,nak tergelak baca posts lama-lama. sedih pun ada jugak sebab things are not the same anymore,kan?

that's life...

and

life goes on.

2009-11-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

when i blog about someone i love or like or care or whatever good things about that person, i'm going to lose them...
seriously,im not kidding. that's the reason i don't keep my old posts and rarely talk about someone2 and put our pictures together and brag about them. kesiannya diba oiii.

2009-11-27T09:49:00.000+08:00

selamat hari raya,everyone!
i dont wanna talk about previous spm papers. whatever. i've done my best and just pray for the best result :)
i love eating. i'm addicted to cheezichikaroni and cheezy wedges and prosperity burger and fatty fatty foods. i loveeeeeee!

you readers

2009-11-04T23:44:00.000+08:00

DO FORGIVE ME FOR ALL THE SHITS I DID.
LET THIS BE A ZERO-ZERO MOMENT.
WISH ME LUCK FOR MY 3 WEEKS OF JOURNEY :)

LOVES,
D.

:)

2009-10-24T08:57:00.001+08:00

i don't see myself in the next few months. seriously. i'm not so sure what i am going to do when i reach 18. to be specific,i dont have my ambition. the job that i really want in my whole life. okay,i always berangan2 i work in a company and plan about the business haha. i think of working with a real estate company because that's what i dream for since i'm 15! ni semua pengaruh the apprentice because it was my favourite show at that time.

i also imagine myself as a lawyer HAHA but i don't have the confidence to take law degree. can you imagine yourself reading and memorizing all those laws with all those super tebal law books yang penuh dengan tulisan kecik2? i don't think i'm able to do that but when i think back about how much i'm going to earn! big money wey when you can have your own law firm,working with companies and court cases.

another dream job of mine is journalist! ohmygod,this is really really me. i want to write articles,meet famous people like politicians,millionaire and even entertainers and so much ahmazing things. a friend of mine said,"you are not going to be rich if you're a journalist;this job is about time and passion". sorta true,but my vision in this life is to get full satisfaction in everything i do especially when it comes to work.

if you ask me about passion and interest,i'm going to say journalist out loud
if you ask me about long-lasting dream,i'm going to say businesswoman
if you ask me about professionalisme,i'm going to say lawyer-in-the-making
or i am not one of these people tapi jadi cikgu sekolah ke HAHAHA mana la taw doh. that's what my teacher told me 'cakap2 x nak jadi cikgu,tapi nanti you're going to end up your life as a teacher". macam ayep selalu cakap,kau jangan sampai jadi cikgu english diba. HAHAHAHAHA

2009-10-24T08:48:00.000+08:00

okay,i cannot stop laughing. i should laugh less because nanti cepat lupa HAHA ohmygosh. help me!

12.09 AM

2009-10-22T00:00:00.001+08:00

eh,dah lama tak blog!!!! seriously,im not in the right mood to blog nowadays. twitter i dah kena ditch sebab addictive sangat :P so,i wont be twitter-ing until spm's over. myspace pun dah kena ditch jugak sebab i dah ada fb okay(letak muka jakun ada fb) HAHAHA.

i have new addiction and that goes to GOSSIP GIRL. ohmygod,i should have watch GOSSIP GIRL since last year kalau aku taw best gila!!!! chuck and blair are soooo sexy. i wish i could be serena ke,blair ke or jenny pun jadi lah.

i dont even watch the season finale of the hills. im so devastated la. macam ape je,aku follow dari mula tengok2 last season x tengok :/ aint about spm but i dont seem to have much time to watch the hills. *berangan kejap* i wish i am Lc because she has such a strong friendship with her gorgeous and handsome friends! brody jenner is so mouthwatering. eh,i cant be Lc because etty is our Lc and i am Lo :)

night,people! see you on the next post :)

Mind this

2009-10-09T18:49:00.000+08:00

"Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..."

think back about what we have, the 'thing' we build together. we don't have much time right now.

Graduation 09

2009-10-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

AWESOME IS THE ONLY WORD TO DESCRIBE THE DAY <3

?

2009-09-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

graduation is just around the corner. so yeah,im waiting for the day when all of us wear jubah konvo and naik pentas :) ehemm. dont wanna to be super excited about this! if im too excited,i wont feel the excitement nanti. cool down,diba. cool down.

i wonder if things going to be the same after spm's over. plkn is waiting for my friends; hetty,ama,haziq,edan,syawal,arip. is it possible for us to spend times together,laughing,mengumpat-ing(with edan),hang-out? gosh. screw you plkn. why must you pick my super friends there? haishh. just like syawal told me,"kau lepas spm nanti mesti pergi jalan2 kan?". macam mana nak jalan2 if tak cukup orang senang cakap tak ada orang nak ajak jalan2. i pray that all of my friends kena hantar dekat kem dekat2 and i'm going to visit them. that's what i tell them and imma going to meet them there(think of their new image at plkn :P). insyaallah.

one thing for sure,i'm going to find a job ASAP after spm's over. dekat depan rumah ni ha banyak choice. i think of secret recipe and mcD. if im working at secret recipe,dorang bagi aku cake free tak masa birthday aku nanti and i can pick any cake i want? HAHA fyi,my birthday is on january so yeah,you shud think now what to give me for my birthday :D

pray hard to spend as much time with the great friends! :)

2009-09-30T16:19:00.000+08:00

ape blogspot lembab sangta nak upload gambar ni. semangat nak tulis new post tapi x boleh. grrr.

gummy,what's your twitter? HEHE tweet :)

Open

2009-09-28T13:59:00.000+08:00

i dont blog much nowadays. twitter lagi syiok.

im going to spend every single minute at school with my beloved ones because school's going to end soon. goshhhh. dah dah.

so 2008,

2009-09-24T16:52:00.000+08:00

i opened my myspace notifications and guess.. i found these.

syg,mak i daa pgg enpon i..sori sgt2 syg..huhu.
ignore that syg thing. HAHA obviously this was from you know who. i think his mum took his handphone because she wanted him to give full attention to spm and uhh she saw me with him at school a week before spm started. so yeah,i didnt text/call him for berapa minggu ntah until spm finished but we managed to met up and went out during spm HAHA old times,old times.

tp dlm flight nk g paris uh, bnyk movie ade name die n ade crite yg aku tgk ngan die ari tue huhux leh nk lupe kn r
this was from shaniz on december 2008. shaniz broke up with his boypreng and i was shocked. this was so unexpected! one of those girl told her about me breaking up with you know who. i hate those girls for god's sake and i will never trust any one of them. that's for sure ;) haish,kau ingat aku boleh lupa ke? i can forget those things if i lose my memory!

DDDDD

2009-09-24T12:18:00.000+08:00

revision for akaun paper is zero. im goddamn lazy to open my akaun notes and do akaun exersices! eeee,i'd rather read physics than menelek buku akaun. i spend most of my time with sleeping,jalan2 rumah orang dengan harapan dapat duit raya,begging my dad to bring me jalan2 and work my ass off to finish the time traveler's wife(this novel is superb!).

and oh.i received 19 misscalls from I DONT KNOW WHO YOU ARE. plus,the phone number is so unfamiliar. its from abroad. sape laaa. my mum said,that's my boyfriend. funny much.

i think i need more baju kurung! various colour of baju kurung. when i opened my wardrobe,i can conclude that i have purple,green,black,red and blue baju kurungs which is dah bosan pakai. i wanna moreeeeee baju kurung so i can wear those next year when i enter my new life: college life ;)

my laptop goes crazy. i cant go online with it. haishhhh. need to fix it ASAP.

0.51 am

2009-09-21T00:34:00.000+08:00

ehhh,i can't sleep even though i'm tired.

youtube-ing is the right thing for me to do now.

i love party in the usa-miley's voice is great in this song
i love neyo's voice.
a thousand miles is my perfect song! and the scene from white chicks is funny,very funny i tell ya.
i wanna watch new moon. lets go to the cinema. eh,tapi spm la.

cepat la habis spm.

:)

2009-09-20T09:52:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya,everyone! :)
i met syawal and kimi at masjid. i was a bit excited when i saw them.
im going to isi my stomach with rendang,nasi minyak,kuah kacang,ketupat and all those nice foods!

Diba Gaga

2009-09-19T22:19:00.000+08:00

i am doing this thing because i am BORED.

the name is inspired by syawalolo @ wal.i.am @ p. syawal HAHA

Adreneline

2009-09-18T11:35:00.000+08:00

1 day to go to rayaaaaaa :)

i feel the excitement of raya but im not too excited because of akaun and maths paper after raya. pheww. i'll have my first raya at KL and the second raya at Penang. yes,i'm going back to penang. awesome much. pn sally also goes back back to penang on the second raya i think.

raya is equal to foods. semau rumah orang aku pergi,mesti aku makan ketupat,biskut,semua aku makan. my fav. house is pak ucu's house! lots of delicious food esp those jawa foods(lontong,tempe yang masak dengan ape ntah,etc). i love ketupat but i dont even know how to 'anyam' ketupat. nice,dibaa! pn sally cakap orang yang taw anyam ketupat orang kampung! hahaha.

i love tart nenas,the roll one. i dislike the one yang ada jem nenas kat tengah tu :D

i'd like to take this oppurtunity to wish selamat hari raya and 1001 apologies from me to you.
have a fun raya wherever you are :)

Rempah kari ayam

2009-09-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

take a look at the boys. they play cards until they drop HAHA i always menyemak with them even though i dont even know how to play. i cant understand the rules of the game. i am such a devil when i say to wan,"satu round lagi jom" and they continue playing sampai terlepas kelas akaun padahal cikgu tak marah pun HAHA. i am so scared because i dislike the atmosphere when my account teacher start babbling.

i love 'flying' to the library with kapten haziq HAHA. i read newspapers there while kapten haziq takes the chance to meet his adik sayang HAHA. the ugly part about 'flying' to the library is when we need to wait for the teacher to go out from our class. so,don't do this people :)

then,take a look at hani. ohmygod,''cikgu yang tak nak buat aku menantu tu" called hani kerang busuk because hani talks a lot. i was like,whaaaat. aku ingatkan aku sorang je kena dengan dia. boleh pulak kata x nak aku jadi menantu dia,macam la aku kenal anak dia pun. haiyaaa. dah x nak kutuk dah,kang nak spm aku nak mintak maaf kat cikgu ni HAHA.

Skinneyhhh

2009-09-13T00:29:00.000+08:00

i wish i could eat a lot of food esp fast foods without getting fat!!!!! that's my dream that will NEVER come true because i get fat very easily. my jeans can be tiba2 ketat if i eat too much.

i love mcd

i love burger king

i love big apple

i love j.co even though lebih kurang je rasa dengan big apple

and i wanna try krispy kreme. it sounds delicious.

i can be less fat la if i exersice a lot but i am such a lazy ass to do aerobics or jogging.
i love futsal because i can feel my fat is terbakar2 while futsaling tapi susah nak set time bila nak futsal and all that. i hope i can play futsal as much as i can after spm!!!!
i dont even make use the pj lesson at school :D the boys are so excited when pj time arrives but the girls prefer to stay in the class. btw,i wanna play badminton(even though im not good at it) or futsal or anything during my last pj lesson!!! i hope the teacher allows us to have pj lesson after raya! ceh,pom lebih aku ni.

when i'm skinny and this refer to:i-have-smaller-butt and flat abs...i'm going to buy those expensive jeans. at this moment,i buy jeans with affordable price because i think im going to lose some weight and inchs HAHAHA but i managed baiii! im skinnier than last year laaa because the faded blue jeans i bought last year dah longgar tahun ni. x pun jeans tu dah seasoned kot??? ke aku yang perasan aku dah kurus???? hahaha whatever. i think i should take the pita pengukur to take my accurate waist to hip ratio!!!

im going to stop here before i go merepek meraban like nenek kebayan.

Run

2009-09-12T17:28:00.000+08:00

RUN: the description of myself everytime i see you. and your xxx too.
my heartbeat runs like im in a race HAHA
obviously,im so scared to face you la kan after everything happened between us.
i didnt feel this way pun masa dulu2 because i was so excited and happy to see you la kan even though you're late or whatever.
it's easy you know to run from someone if you don't wanna see him/her. i can do that very easily. but what if i keep on terserempak je? seems like there's no point of me running from the truth. i must face the music and just go with the flow.

bye.

:O

2009-09-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

I WANNA BE SMART AND LOOK SMART.

:/

2009-09-11T18:10:00.000+08:00

i miss the environment of 5 kari,peeps!

Current: i cant sleep laaaa. gosh,i feel very very tired and dizzy. i hope i wont fall asleep this night while watching remy ishak berlakon pakai jubah HAHA

:D

2009-09-11T13:46:00.000+08:00

i wanna wanna SLEEEEPPP. this is the nicest thing to do :)

daaa!

Wondering #2

2009-09-07T14:08:00.000+08:00

obviously,i will act like lindsay too if im in her shoes. im a mak cik garang when it comes to this HAHAHA

i am going to miss high school dramas when i'm no longer a budak sekolah. bila habis sekolah nanti macam gelabah-gelabah kata "ape tu sekolah?","ape tu homework? dah lupa laaa". mwahahaha.

i wonder if i am able to stick and dont even lost contact with my schoolmates. awww,i love 'em to bits.

Makes me wonder

2009-09-07T13:55:00.000+08:00

miss X: i love you more because i never make you mad
encik X: i love you more because i will call you every single night
miss X: i love you more because i never talk bad about you in front of my friends
encik X: i love you more because i will buy and wear any clothes you like

yada yada. i always think about this and i will never get the answer. this is sooo me :D

i fancy you,no?

2009-09-05T07:10:00.000+08:00

its goddamn funny when i see some people take their friends for granted :D nak bajet bonding dengan semua orang eeeee. i dislike that. if you wanna build the so called friendship with him/her because he/she got amazing stuffs do it nicely. dont make it too obvious!!!!!!

i dislike that when you told me this "nak bonding dengan xxxxx la". daaaa obviously kau yang nak bonding2 dengan diorang.

and last but not least,i dislike posers. ohmygod,why cant you just be yourself???? that's more attractive and appealing than being someone you're not. if you dont smoke or take drugs but your friends do,that doesn't mean you have too!!!!! no originality la. god created us our own personality and speaciality. why dont you just stick with what you have?? the real you. i dont mind if you want to do something because of your own desire,not following your friends.

ps: i love me.

HAAAAA!

2009-08-29T21:29:00.000+08:00

i want a new pair of running shoes laaa. one of these onitsuka would be fine :)

ada kasut baru laa baru aku rajin nak jogging even though tasik depan rumah je HAHA

.......

2009-08-28T20:24:00.001+08:00

RAYA DAH NAK DEKAAAAAATTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!

i do start saving my money for weeks because i need to do some shopping for raya celebration. mak saya cakap tak payah la keluar sebab trial. obviously dohhhh. i have maths and akaun paper after raya! how am i going to gerak to anywhere during this fasting month. plus,if i go to kl with train i am sort of afraid because of the h1n1 virus. ramai foreigners to be specific indons dalam ktm. eeeeee. scary enough.

today,i had gastric. my stomach really hurts...

i eat like a monster(i think) everytime i break the fast. i eat fried chicken every day HAHA and the greatest part is i dont even do any workout! how am i going to be skinny for this raya??? fat diba HEHE. i should cut my big fat appetite!!!

i know it's a bit late to say this but happy fasting,dear bloggers!

short update

2009-08-21T17:17:00.000+08:00

5 KARISMA 2009-im going to miss them:all the colourful souls ;)

(!)

2009-08-09T13:32:00.000+08:00

this blog is closed for a while. aint about spm but i have no bombastic things to blog about here.

I feel like this

2009-08-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

he's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel,the other on my heart; taylor swift.
me likey our song. i never get bored with it. taylor swift rules!

god,i'm feeling so not well. i want to have a long sleep. byeeeeee.
PS: im sorry if i dont reply your texts. i'm not in the texting mood.

2009-08-01T08:26:00.000+08:00

men are hunters,so make them chase

if you like him,don't chase him. just tackle his heart and make it look decent :)

Going to explode,someday

2009-07-29T21:38:00.000+08:00

some secrets just need to be kept.

everyone does have secrets. countless of secrets. so do i. i kept my own secret and i try my best not to tell anyone :)
i do have a journal. sort of. but i dont really write everything inside it because i think about this one thing. what if i leave this world forever and my parents will take my belongings including the journal. and they read it and going to know some of the things i never tell them. it's going to be a big surprise kan?

at times,i just keep my feelings. it might hurt your feelings if i tell you what i feel towards you. aku menyampah ke,aku benci or apa2 je lah. the worst part is when i explode! when i cant stand yourself anymore and i might lose you as my friend or whatever relationship we have. a big loss for me kan?
i used to face this circumstances before. no big deals.

so typical yet so complicated :D

To me,you are negligible

2009-07-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

you stole one of my happiness in my life that i've been searching for ages and i dont even know when will i get that kind of happiness again.

i pretend that nothing happened because there's no use of looking back and wondering about you but i just cant let it go.

i'll let you be myself for an hour,perhaps? and you will know what's really going on and what do i think about you.

i dont even shed a tear for you because you're such a big mess in my life and other's life,PENYIBUK.

Something Great

2009-07-27T16:20:00.001+08:00

when i talked to one of my classmates about the 2008 redaksi team,i realised how much i miss working with them. the seniors,juniors and the bossy ramesh HAHA. i used to be really rajin with bahirah. we did the photoshoot session,i collected the pictures from abang shah and we distributed it,did the borang koko things and much more. last year was awesome and i still remember the redaksi jamuan. too much delicious foods!!!!!!! HAHA

another things from 2008 i miss are...
-ponteng kelas bm dan memberi alasan buat kerja redaksi dekat cikgu timah HAHA
-sivik time with puan syafini and she cried because one of the boys did something that hurt her
-ada and i liked one of the seniors and we didnt even know his name at first hehe. damn hot ;D but he's taken and just started his relationship with that girl -.-
-last but not least,i miss smiling and have this uncomfortable feeling everytime i see dotdotdot every single morning MWAHAHAHAHA

ecehhh

2009-07-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

one of the things im going to do after spm is

jeng jeng jeng

watch japanese/korean series!!!!!!!!!

1 litre of tears (watched some recaps from this series and i cried! cant wait to watch the whole episodes!)
beautiful life(kak rose recommended this series to me hihi)
sky of love(or known as koizora in japanese! i watched the recap and i cried. sedihhhhhh. it's a movie btw)

korean and japanese series can be really addictive but i dont want to be japanese/korean freak! ;)

Sobs

2009-07-24T16:12:00.000+08:00

watched the city annnnd
jay&whit broke up.
i was shocked. what an unexpected ending of the city??????

Dibodibidibodi

2009-07-24T14:05:00.000+08:00

i wish i could have better eyesight because...

i cant see clearly right now even though while watching tv and the bad part is i need to wear spectacles.

i dislike wearing spectaclesssssssssssss.

8.45 pm

2009-07-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

that tonight gonna be a good night!

here i come malaysiaaaaa. amri yahaya hero baru ahhhhh.

ps: this is one of my things i want to do before i reach 30; i wanna go to UK and watch EPL with perfect football partners :)

Evening

2009-07-18T16:31:00.000+08:00

i spent a few minutes googling because i wanna find my personality based on my birth date. *drum rolls*

You are strong-willed and confident, you like to have your own way, at times you can be stubborn for your own good and make problems for yourself.
You are always trying your best in everything, and like to help and care for other people. But you are not easily satisfied. You have negative thoughts, and you look for romantic love like in a fairytale.
You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

OBVIOUSLY TRUE!

Tagged by Zaty Perry

2009-07-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

1.Upload 3 ugly photos & explain it

ni rempit semua tengok! teka dekat mana? HAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA tomeynyerrrr

cake penuh dekat mulut. retarded enough

2. Real name?

adibah abdul talib

3. Zodiac sign?

aquarius

4. Hair colour?

black

5. Pictures with your bestfriends

this is haralessandra ambrosio and zaty perry!

ammar hakim and zetty conrad@ banuzetty!

miss shahrina and iyliaaaaaaa

6. Loud or quiet?

98% LOUD!

7. Do you have a crush on someone?

currently,no

8. Have you ever done something that you regretted?

yes. that's life,people!

9. Meet someone that change your life?

my life changed a little. so,i will say yes.

10. Three words that you always said

i. ohmygod

ii. fakkk

iii. weyyyy

11. Five things you've done for very first time

i. fly pergi maple

ii. driving lepastu kena hon

iii. on foot from school to home because i left the bus trip

iv. planned a surprise party

v. play futsal with 20+ people in a court

12. What happened at 11 a.m. today?

maths mode time with pn. sally

13. How many pillows & blanket on your bed?

2 pillows and a blanket

14. Are you currently happy?

yes :)

15. Name one of your guy friend

ridzuan,HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEHE

16. How many bestfriend(s) did you have?

i dont know how much of bestfriends i have because i dont do any counting on this! but i love those who make me love them back ecehhh

17. Who gives you the best advice?

my parents,puan nazilah and some of my friends

18. Favourite colour?

semua i suka okayyy

19. When the last time you went to the mall?

x ingat laaa

20. Are you a bitch?

i can be one if you want to,baby!

21. Why do you think boys are tougher than girls?

bacause they eat a lot and they have broad palm

22. Do you need someone right now?

no,i am fine. thanks you.

23. Did you sign up a Facebook?

it is inactivate!

24. Choose 2 words to describe yourself

originally ME!

25. Did anyone called you a childish person?

nooooo but i called some people childish :D

26. Do you own a car?

soooon!

27. Closed friend that started with H

haziq chillex bro!

28. Wish you were somewhere else?

no because home sweet home :)

29. people that you want to tag

1. hajar

2. ayang

3. teya

4. anyoneeeee :)

Name It

2009-07-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 4 in the evening because i dreamt about this person; the one i spent my few months with a year ago. obviously,you can recognize this person HAHA. in the dream,i stalked his myspace photos and there you go. he got a new picture with new girlfriend. whattttt?! and the picture's caption is baby,i love you HAHA waddefak i dont think much about him nowadays and tak ada point nak ingat2 but i cant imagine myself seeing him with another girl. there is only one thing i will keep on thinking: "how do they spend their time together?is it the same like we used to and does he like/love her more than me?" mwahahaha I AM CURIOUS. AS ALWAYS.

What I Love

2009-07-16T16:45:00.000+08:00

picture no. 1: bila saya tengok pak cik bomba datang sekolah tadi dengan motorbike(but it's not a ducati) hot gila. i want to rideeeeeee this ducati and buy it with my own money :) but it's kinda scary to ride this big motorbike because i cant even ride a scooter properly. i ride scooter for the first time when i was eleven and i fell from it at that exact time HAHAHA

picture no. 2: JAY IS SO DAMN HOT! I CANT STOP SAYING,"JAY HOT GILAAAAA"

Nak...

2009-07-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

bila saya dah habis spm nanti,saya nak spend my days watching perfomances dekat the actors studio and KLpac. saya dah lama nak pergi tapi x dapat2 jugak :(

The Flow

2009-07-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

when it comes to friendship,you cant expect what will happen the next day. i mean,you aint sure whether you still be someone's friend. that's the deal in friendship. today,you can be really close and the next day,it might be different thing. sometimes,you dont even know their real personality. maybe they hide something from you. big secrets that might destroy your trust towards them. i dont have 100 percentage of trust on people around me even though you are my lover. just like pn. nazilah said,"orang yang paling rapat dengan kita,orang tu yang boleh jatuhkan kita.". yes,that's true because he/she knows almost everything about you,your weakness and your strength. your friends can backstab you,they can steal your boyfriends/girlfriends or they just put on a big mask in front of you. i dont backstab my close friends because they mean a lot to me :)

i have meet different kind of friends in whole life. nice friends,adorable friends,gossiping friends,backstabber,super intelligent friends,oh-so-social friends,friends with drugs,talented friends,friends from rich family and whatever kind of friends. they give me different view of life and thinking. they make me to choose what's the best for me and i can do anything i like with them.
when it comes to classmates;former classmates and current classmates. i cant be really close with some of them because i dont find the chemistry between them. im sorry if i dont treat you like i treat those who close to me.

make it short,i dont fake myself ;)

If

2009-07-11T15:14:00.000+08:00

if i have countless money,i would like to spend them on these things: designer's stuffs :)

Hell yeah

2009-07-09T20:35:00.000+08:00

The City is so ahhmazinggg. whitney is beyond gorgeous! she is really really tall and i think she is gorgeous-er than LC :D so yeah,im gonna spend my 30 minutes watching The City!

Jagaanthan

2009-07-07T14:21:00.000+08:00

JAGAANTHAN!!!!!!

ni nama adik hottest ok! tunggu masa nak meletup je baju sekolah dia HAHA

Bak tang!

2009-07-06T19:57:00.000+08:00

HARAAAAAAAA,ak nak jgak dowhhhh :D

Breathing

2009-07-06T19:45:00.001+08:00

im inspired by arif during physics period mwahahaha

he told me about experience;love experiences or couple2 macam budak2 sekarang cakap HAHA

maybe next 10 years all of us going to tell our children this:
"dulu mama bercinta jugak time sekolah tapi jgn abaikan pelajaran and blablablabla"
OR
"mama x kesah pun sebab mama pun sama jugak" HAHA what a cool mother?

i think im going to tell my children,"nak tgk x mama pye boypreng dulu. meh sini tgk magazine sekolah mama MWAHAHAHAHA"

**the boys reported me about their karaoke session. they sang hindustan song but they didnt even know that song tapi ada banyak todi,todi! hahahaha

Halo

2009-07-05T15:39:00.000+08:00

no recent updates from me but i can conclude something from my so called past times :D

it's easy to forgive but it's hard to forget.

at times,i pretend that nothing happened between us but it's hurt when i think about your big dirty doing!

so,what should i do to you and those people?

I cant describe my feelings...

2009-06-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

Maaf! 920127xxxxxx tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri 7/2010. Terima kasih.

im thankful but a bit sad because...

ama and zety got plkn! kan best kalau rehat partners semua dpt pegi plkn tapi x semua dapat ;(
zety told me,"x dapat la aku clubbing!" mwahahaha poyo la luuu

Lagiii

2009-06-29T16:05:00.000+08:00

hottest! nak pergi sekolah macam ni dengan boypreng hot and his ray ban :D

Write

2009-06-29T15:30:00.000+08:00

its hard for me to post something new because i am lack of idea. i cant type whatever things that across my mind.
i do prefer writing on a piece of paper with colourful pens or just ball pens. i can write better on a piece of white paper.
last week,i wrote my daddy a father's day card. ayah saya kata dia terharu :)
flashback jap,on november 2008,i wrote this very very long birthday card to someone. it was the longest card i ever wrote! and that someone read that card again to me on the same day i gave him/her HAHAHAHA

im listening to siti nurhaliza's songs! yeahhh.

Laughs

2009-06-25T18:06:00.000+08:00

i am a chocoaholic. me love cote d'or or my classmates and i called it chocolate gajah. i want moreeeee chocolate gajah :D

i am a hamster catcher. sumpah lawak tadi masa hamster tu lari keliling kelas and i tried to catch it tapi x dapat pun sebab eeeeeee. silent stalker sedap je gelakkan aku hahaha. finally,rafiq managed to catch that tiny hamster!

me love curry people.
loves,dibo.

make it short;

2009-06-24T15:05:00.000+08:00

i miss those few months i spent with you. blerghhhhhh

:D

2009-06-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

see you tomorrow,laki bini anak semua haha

;]

2009-06-24T00:33:00.000+08:00

i crave for a very very interesting novel.

i want to spend a whole day in kinokuniya or borders.

if i have countless amount of money,i would like to buy all novels by nicholas sparks.

the ending of the notebook is so horny kan,shaniz? :D tgk cover pun dah grrrrr HAHAHA

post

2009-06-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

it's already oo.11 am but i cant sleep! -.-

i realised something today. i think he is so handsome. his physical appearance is perfection.
"hensem gak kan xxxx"
"haah mmg hensem pun. tp kalau pandai da lama aku suka"
"HAAHAHAHA"

at times,i do judge a book by its cover but appearance does not that important. the most important thing is intelligence. i love man with brain and his own attitude :)

HEHE

2009-06-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

"Every sky was your own kind of blue and I wanted to know how that would feel and you made it so real."

190609

2009-06-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

the counselling programme(maybe?) was fun. i meant it! HAHA it was because of my team mates. perfect team mates. i was super-excited with them including amirah :D

i cant stop laughing when hani told me this,"tadi aku pergi rumah hajar. aku nmpk abang ipar dia sebijik mcm xxxxxxxxxxxx. dari tepi sebijik dgn spect dia HAHA. kalau kau tgk dari depan sekali pndg pun terkejut gak"
that was the funniest thing ever told by hani :D

Once a month

2009-06-18T18:14:00.001+08:00

pain. a big pain in my whole body.

mood swinging.

i just want to sleep.

Late evening

2009-06-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

How the hell did you come up with a "quarter pounder"?

170609

2009-06-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

im loving the second semester of school.

we received a letter about our graduation! ohmygod,i cant wait for the graduation :D
go black,5 karisma people! only black not red and black because its hard to find that combination for girls but its so damn easy for boys;a black shirt and a red tie senang gile aaaah

my sejarah teacher is away for 3 days. i felt a bit free because we will receive homeworks everytime she enters our class :D

how are you,pn. jega? i hope you're okay :) im a bit worried because the syllabus is not completed yet.

New

2009-06-15T17:47:00.001+08:00

i got a new gadget here!

A SHOUTBOX! do leave your shouts here :)

Like Grrr!

2009-06-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

i spent my 'morning' watching him. gosh,damn hot la wey.

7 Things

2009-06-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

7 thing about me. not 7 thing i hate and like about you :D

1. i have a short name. to be shorter,just call me diba. almost everyone calls me with this name including my parents,my relatives and my friends for sure.

2. i came from a small family. my family contains my parents,me and my annoying 16-year old brother and i live in a terrace house. you might say my house is small but it is so comfortable to me :)

3. i want to marry my own perfect guy :) i want 2 kids but at times,i want to have 4 kids;a pair of daughters and a pair of sons would be perfect. i want to named my kids adam and allena :D berangan

4. it is really hard for me to fall in love.

5. my sejarah teacher is a bit fat but she is hot hihi. my english teacher called me ''mami jarum'' because i cant stop talking tapi dia cakap "diba mcm mama masa muda2 dulu" to his son :D

6. if i want something too much,i have the tendency to lose it. that is just me.

7. i used to have a lot of time watching football and tennis but now it is hard for me to watch 'em.

Awek!

2009-06-10T22:51:00.000+08:00

Dear Awek :)
i've found your blog hehe. i love you,my gay :D

Fact #1

2009-06-08T00:24:00.000+08:00

there is one true fact about me and my mum knows this very well.

i can watch gol dan gincu the movie and the series over and over again! i never get bored with it. i love puteri. she is my dream girlfriend if i am a man :) andddd i hope i will be able to be with someone like reza without hiv positive. i love the way he talk and i melt everytime he called puteri 'sayanggg'. the greatest element about gol dan gincu is the friendship between them. you can see how protective is zie to shasha,puteri's caringness to mia,shasha when she is hospitalized and even to her boyf.

gosh,i wish i could be in this series :D

Curry People

2009-06-07T20:39:00.000+08:00

i miss 5 karisma people. bila nak futsal lagi? bila nak bbq kat rumah rafiq? hihihi i miss you guys,lots. my classmates;great people with different personality. we have our ups and downs but we try to work it together :)

gummy- you are the reason why we are here. you unite us and that means a lot to me.

nadia- ayang,i glamourkan you punya trademark,okay. hahaha love you,my gayyy.

amirah zakaria- whoa,she is damn smart. no one cant beat her until now!

azlyn- she has her own thing that makes her looks sweet.

syawal- bila la aku nak naik merc kau? hahahaha he is nice and funny. he is so different from my first impression on him.

kimi- he is cute yet weird!

hani- my nenek II since form 3! kepoh3!

lisa- she is sweet and gentle. she is the camerawoman who records our meaningful moments together.

haziq- his smile can makes every girl's heart melts :D our king of babble!

wan- hahahaha aku ingat lagi time kau terjatuh tu. muka x tahan je

edan- aku nak breces kau boleh? hihihi he looks cute with his purple/pink or any colour breces :)

amanina- the next millionaire!

jing2- the only non-malay student in our class! nice amoi :D

mel- meja conteng2 haha

bahirah- great old memories,huh? hihihi the next successful accountant.

shaniz- awwww,i love you bebeh! you helped me A LOT and we talk about a lot of things together!

salwa- she is kind and not talkactive :D

tqa- i dont talk to her that much but she looks nice.

hajar- the new girl in our class! she is funny,adorable,rajin tolong2 buat card and all that.i feel like she has been with us for a long time :D

wiyana- another genius girl in this class. i want your brain,wee!

syai- i love your gorgeous eyes! seriously :)

teya- awesome gossip girl!

nadh- another awesome gossip girl! love them both :)

iskandar- he is talkactive and cool! i want your kerepek bawang hihi

abqari- i think he is weird.

arami- niceeeee! :D

irfan- he is so good looking,right? *giggles*

rafiq- anak makkkkkk! comel mcm teddy bear heeee

ikmal- go orang rombau! he is junior's hotsetap :D

arif- he changed a bit this year and that's good.

You and me together through the days and nights,I dont worry cause everythings gonna be alright,People keep talking they can say what they like but all I know is everything's gonna be alright-No One;Alicia Keys

dozens of love from me to them :)

17

2009-06-07T12:34:00.000+08:00

i spent my sunday night watching 17 again.
zac afron is damn handsome la wey
and it is great if you are still in love with the same person until now when you first meet him/her when you are 17!

jom cari pakwe baru! :D mwahahaha

Kuaja!

2009-06-07T12:29:00.000+08:00

i think it is rude when i texted you and wished you 'happy birthday' but you didnt reply my text at all.
is it so hard to say 'thank you' or just a simple 'thanks'?

you really pissed me off.

Me Love #2

2009-05-30T18:49:00.000+08:00

i love man with ray ban aviator!

Dooooo

2009-05-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

give me these if you love me har har har

One To Five

2009-05-28T14:47:00.000+08:00

1. i think i cant stop stalking you :D
i shouldnt mention who you are. "secret secret"

2. i love soulja boy's kiss me thru the phone. comellllllll. like zetty said,the way he pronounced
'i miss ya,i miss ya' comelll tapi x reti nak buat.

3. during mid year exam,the teachers cant stop calling me and haziq. "adibah,diammm" or
"iylia' haziq,pandang depan"hahahaha

4. i already know my sejarah mark from my junior! it's just okay :)

5. im thinking of super big shades!

Free For A Moment

2009-05-28T14:26:00.000+08:00

mid-year exam is OVER!

and i will leave this school around 6 months from now..

woo hoooooo :D

Me Love

2009-05-25T14:52:00.000+08:00

current favourite music: Kris Allen's :)

Nothin' Else

2009-05-23T12:23:00.000+08:00

I've never had a dream come true

Till the day that I found you...

please continue the next phrase :)

New Monster

2009-05-23T12:16:00.000+08:00

i spend too much time on youtube.
i am an youtube monster.

and now im singing if i let you go along with westlife. lameeeeee :D

Fantasy #1

2009-05-22T13:54:00.000+08:00

You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her.

i want to marry my soulmate,the one who meant to be with me :D

but i dont want to marry deaf man like kak rose told me,"you kena kahwin dgn lelaki pekak sikit sbb you cakap byk sgt!"

I am satisfied

2009-05-22T13:33:00.000+08:00

both of them is damn cute! :)

kris allen the new american idol;the first married contestant to claim that title.

Fly Away

2009-05-20T15:59:00.000+08:00

with every kiss and every hug

you make me fall in love...

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